Swamped

Blegh, life school sucks. I’m so swamped I haven’t had anytime to do anything I want. School is dominating my life and it won’t let go. I have an entire list of stuff I need to do and can’t find enough hours in the day to do it all. On top of that, homework has been keeping me up so late every night, that it has skewed my biological clock and I can’t sleep at “normal people hours.” Even on nights when I don’t have homework, I find myself up past midnight doing something or other.

I keep hearing people say that their high school years were some of the best years of their lives. I’m getting more skeptical about that each passing day. I dread the day I will turn look back on my high school years and say “Yep, those were good times,” because I can’t imagine what kind of situation I could be in to make me say that.

Actually, scratch that. I probably will look back and remember these years fondly. I’ve done a lot of fun stuff and made a lot of good friends. If that doesn’t outweigh the wretchedness of school, I don’t know what will. I only hope that I won’t lose touch with all my friends after high school—that would suck.